whenever sang my songs
on the stage, on my own
whenever sad my words
wishing they would be heard
i saw you smiling at me
was it real or just my fantasy
you'd always be there in the corner
of this tiny little bar

my last night here for you
same old songs, just once more
my last night here with you
maybe yes, maybe no
i kind of liked it your way
how you shyly placed your eyes on me
did you ever know
that i had mine on you

darling, so there you are
with that look on your face
as if you're never hurt
as if you're never down
shall i be the one for you
who pinches you softly but sure
if frown is shown then
i will know that you are no dreamer

so let me come to you
close as i wanted to be
close enough for me
to feel your heart beating fast
and stay there as i whisper
how i loved your peaceful eyes on me
did you ever know
that i had mine on you

darling, so share with me
your love if you have enough
your tears if you're holding back
or pain if that's what it is
how can i let you know
i'm more than the dress and the voice
just reach me out then
you will know that you're not dreaming

darling, so there you are
with that look on your face
as if you're never hurt
as if you're never down
shall i be the one for you
who pinches you softly but sure
if frown is shown then
i will know that you are no dreamer

曾经最喜欢的一首歌，每次去唱K必点歌曲，一晃7年过去了，每当唱起它又会找回当年的感觉，仿佛一切还停留在十六岁的那个夏天。

     刚刚经历了被暴晒的一周，皮肤上留下了一些脱皮的迹象，好崩溃！难道防晒霜的效果不是和价钱成正比的么？50ml的东西卖到四百多已经很过分了，居然还没有什么效果，都不敢照镜子了，悲哀啊！

     可怕的演习还要持续近两周，到9.06才能结束，幸好结束后单位会安排旅游，受伤的心总算有了一点慰藉。这周的时间大多是在良乡度过的，去了那边发现遇到了很多以前参加“长城2003反恐演习”的老朋友，大家见面十分亲切，老邱还像以前一样搞笑，应该提正主任了吧，自从307医院搬到丰台后，据说生意暴好，老邱肯定发了。还有笑容可掬的杨助理，热情的范主任，看到他们特别开心。孔琦的博士应该毕业了，看上去很闲的样子，可惜见不到帅哥李劲彤老师了，记得以前还说好要考他的硕的，也许医科院已经不能提供他更高的平台了，所以他去了更好的地方，默默地祝福他一下。 猴子还是老样子，那天见到他还是像以前一样细心，很会体贴别人，老天爷很眷顾他，找了个很靓的老婆。可惜，因为各自都有了新的生活，不再像以前，每周都约在育英打球，记得那时在读研的猴子，小盛，在实习的我和莹四个人，开心的日子，好怀念。莹在毕业去上海后就再也没有见过，天下没有不散的宴席，但愿每个人想起这段回忆时都带着甜甜的微笑。

Somewhere over the rainbow Way up high
There´s a land that I heard of once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true
Someday I´ll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops That´s where you´ll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow Why, then oh why, can´t I
Somewhere over the rainbow Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true
If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow Why, oh why, can´t I? 

喜欢这首歌带给我的感觉，像是在云端飞翔。

想必每个人童年时都有过飞翔的梦想，在这样安静的下午坐在咖啡馆独自听这首歌，闭上眼睛想象漫步云端的美妙，真的好喜欢。